my first time in a church
dear diary, i went to a church with my friend today. im not sure why he invited me of all people, im probably the farthest from god a human can get. it took me a lot of thinking to even consider going, i was so scared that my skin was gonna boil and peel off the second i stepped foot into a church!!! :'( but! that didnt happen. we just played just dance and ate pizza! i prayed for the first time in a very long time, but i didnt feel like i was praying to god. i dont know what i was praying to, but i prayed. i wish i had better experiences with christianity because the church was pretty fun, but i still felt like i really didnt belong there..